i wanna share with you my bitterness before.. The story that can make you realize how LOVE is so ‘UNFAIR’!!
Sometimes we have to give-up wonderful things just to make everything alright. Yes, definitely true, a pathetic truth!
Back when I met this girl, the girlfriend of my bestfriend. At first glance, shes not that obviously pretty, but if you try to look at her not just a simple glance.. you will realize how attractive she is..
Since she’s my bestfriend’s girlfriend, naging close kami. We became friend, kasa-kasama sa gimiks, and almost everynight kaming magkatext. Until such time.. I realize that I’m falling in-love with her..
But tell me, am I stupid falling in-love with my bestfriend’s girlfriend?
We have to bleed alone for somebody to smile.. I love my bestfriend, that’s why as much as possible, i dont wanna hurt him. But how can I? The more na pinipigilan ko ang feelings ko sa kanyang kasintahan.. the more na lumalala ang feelings ko.
Does it really need to let my tears flow just to save the tears of my bestfriend? Sobrang unfair sa part ko di bah? Di ko man lang maipaglaban ang feelings ko kasi I know na wala akong karapatang gawin yon. God, everytime I saw them happy together.. my hearts bleed.
I break my own hearts to fill somebody else’s emptiness.
Nagpakamartir ako. Hindi ko pinaalam kahit na kanino coz i want to be fair with my bestfriend. But is it fair on my side?
I learned with this experience that their are times where we have to give-up our own happiness just to rescue someone else’s burden.
So iniwasan ko na lang ang girlfriend ng bestfriend ko. That’s the easiest way to forget this stupid feelings. I cut our communication. Di na ako sumasama sa mga gimik na kasama s’ya. I even erased her number on my phone.
So now, can anybody tell wheres the fairness in love???
Let me answer my own question..
It was never be fair..
And never will it be..
[Ako yang sa kaliwa.. Ang bestfriend ko yang nasa kanan.. Kitang-kita naman ang ebidensiya kung sino ang mas pogi.. (Ano daw???)]
But thanks God, now i’m totally moved-on.. I treasured this experienced. Because of this, I learned!!!
Sometimes we have to give-up wonderful things just to make everything alright. Yes, definitely true, a pathetic truth!
Back when I met this girl, the girlfriend of my bestfriend. At first glance, shes not that obviously pretty, but if you try to look at her not just a simple glance.. you will realize how attractive she is..
Since she’s my bestfriend’s girlfriend, naging close kami. We became friend, kasa-kasama sa gimiks, and almost everynight kaming magkatext. Until such time.. I realize that I’m falling in-love with her..
But tell me, am I stupid falling in-love with my bestfriend’s girlfriend?
We have to bleed alone for somebody to smile.. I love my bestfriend, that’s why as much as possible, i dont wanna hurt him. But how can I? The more na pinipigilan ko ang feelings ko sa kanyang kasintahan.. the more na lumalala ang feelings ko.
Does it really need to let my tears flow just to save the tears of my bestfriend? Sobrang unfair sa part ko di bah? Di ko man lang maipaglaban ang feelings ko kasi I know na wala akong karapatang gawin yon. God, everytime I saw them happy together.. my hearts bleed.
I break my own hearts to fill somebody else’s emptiness.
Nagpakamartir ako. Hindi ko pinaalam kahit na kanino coz i want to be fair with my bestfriend. But is it fair on my side?
I learned with this experience that their are times where we have to give-up our own happiness just to rescue someone else’s burden.
So iniwasan ko na lang ang girlfriend ng bestfriend ko. That’s the easiest way to forget this stupid feelings. I cut our communication. Di na ako sumasama sa mga gimik na kasama s’ya. I even erased her number on my phone.
So now, can anybody tell wheres the fairness in love???
Let me answer my own question..
It was never be fair..
And never will it be..
[Ako yang sa kaliwa.. Ang bestfriend ko yang nasa kanan.. Kitang-kita naman ang ebidensiya kung sino ang mas pogi.. (Ano daw???)]But thanks God, now i’m totally moved-on.. I treasured this experienced. Because of this, I learned!!!
